Another Broken Heart
By the time, we can afford pain more and more than how much we thought we could deal. It is life. Di tengah rasa lelah dan jenuh, saya mengambil keputusan gegabah. Saya tahu mungkin saya salah. Saya memutuskan hubungan sepihak melalui pesan WhatsApp. Saya begitu amat kesepian dan butuh dukungan, kala itu (dan hingga saat menuliskan ini). Dan di tengah ketidakhadirannya, saya bukan meminta, tapi justru memutuskannya. Pikir saya, meminta pun akan sama saja, karena yang lalu pernah terjadi. Tapi kemudian saya sadari, hati saya amat sakit. I really wanted him back, asked me what happened, asked me my situation, but he agreed. It's been bothering me so. I asked him, how was his feeling, wished he said something nice to me, to make me back, but no, he didn't. So, i asked him back. I begged, but he said sorry. All the night i played a song he sang for me "wish you were here" by Pink Floyd, and it give me more and more pain. I don't know what i'm feeling right now. I